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~*POEMS*~


{Last}

For everything there must come a last.

A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year.

A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer.

A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage...

Or even the last words written on a page.

But the worst last thing is your last breath
because what is to follow will surely be your death

{Down Again}

I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more

~Some Things Never Change~

{Dream}

 

The world spins round to quickly for me

it feels like im out of step with reality

people throw words, like knifes they penetrate

isn't there anything out there to stop this hate.

I try to stand tall

but again breaks my wall

but this time theres nothing there to break my fall.

I scrape together whats left of me

i stand up and start to flee.

Running from nothing

inside i scream........

Woke up in cold sweat its just a dream........

by jake key,

 

 

 

{way out}

I predict for the happiness that I cannot be
Fuck, I don't think I'll ever be free
Sometimes I just want to sit and break down
Throw all the things I think I own
Cry over my pain and crawl into a wall
Forever disappear from this fucked up world
I wonder how it is like to live in a space
No more hurt, pain, dead, and another hateful face
Life beneath darkness seems peaceful to me now
Watch me as I slit my wrist and fall down.

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